Maril (:3
12-11-2009, 03:12
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P/s : buồn đời..:| .. tn mí ngày nay thấy sao sao.. nghe nhạc buồn nhj`u hơn.. chủ yếu là mấy káj k lời.. đem cả bàj vjết ở blog ra đây [để ở đó aj hiểu đc thì thanks nhj`u.. k cũng k sao :] ).. set káj nền desktop happy lắm rùj mà vẫn k thấy ổn tí gj`http://us.i1.yimg.com/us.yimg.com/i/mesg/emoticons7/22.gif
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Nguồn: http://vn.myblog.yahoo.com/bomaril
... maybe
I love you. Everyone knows I do. You know I do.And I, know I do.
But is it enough?
I don't look at our relationship through the same eyes of a typical teenager. And that scares me. I don't want to think too much. You all know I live life as it goes. Out going, and sometimes careless. What amazed me today or the last couple of days was the fact that I actually sat there and THINK.
Yes I do imagine. I imagine myself having a wild party on my 18th birthday, alcohols, music and all those shits! I imagine myself walking down the aisle, wearing the dress that I designed. YES! On a beach, beautiful beautiful beach, with my family and my closest friends. I spend hours and hours, days after days, imagining...because I like to imagine stuff. :)
But I stopped imagine.
Because I know, none of that would happen if I don't THINK about what is going on right now. I looked at you, and thought to myself, "would I be able to hold it together until we're both mature enough or 'til I'm mature enough to decide what I want in life?" It's scary to think of the future. I know you told me to stop thinking, but I can't help it. What if I lose you? What's going to happen?
I don't want to cry anymore.
I don't want to regret.
I hate the feeling of losing someone you love.
I don't want to wish on 10:15
I don't want to feel lonely.
A very random note...Wait, actually, not random at all. I actually meant all that I said.
At this very moment, I want to say that I love you, I love you more than the 3 words I.love.you.
I love you is just not enough.
It is never enough.
P/s : buồn đời..:| .. tn mí ngày nay thấy sao sao.. nghe nhạc buồn nhj`u hơn.. chủ yếu là mấy káj k lời.. đem cả bàj vjết ở blog ra đây [để ở đó aj hiểu đc thì thanks nhj`u.. k cũng k sao :] ).. set káj nền desktop happy lắm rùj mà vẫn k thấy ổn tí gj`http://us.i1.yimg.com/us.yimg.com/i/mesg/emoticons7/22.gif
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Nguồn: http://vn.myblog.yahoo.com/bomaril
... maybe
I love you. Everyone knows I do. You know I do.And I, know I do.
But is it enough?
I don't look at our relationship through the same eyes of a typical teenager. And that scares me. I don't want to think too much. You all know I live life as it goes. Out going, and sometimes careless. What amazed me today or the last couple of days was the fact that I actually sat there and THINK.
Yes I do imagine. I imagine myself having a wild party on my 18th birthday, alcohols, music and all those shits! I imagine myself walking down the aisle, wearing the dress that I designed. YES! On a beach, beautiful beautiful beach, with my family and my closest friends. I spend hours and hours, days after days, imagining...because I like to imagine stuff. :)
But I stopped imagine.
Because I know, none of that would happen if I don't THINK about what is going on right now. I looked at you, and thought to myself, "would I be able to hold it together until we're both mature enough or 'til I'm mature enough to decide what I want in life?" It's scary to think of the future. I know you told me to stop thinking, but I can't help it. What if I lose you? What's going to happen?
I don't want to cry anymore.
I don't want to regret.
I hate the feeling of losing someone you love.
I don't want to wish on 10:15
I don't want to feel lonely.
A very random note...Wait, actually, not random at all. I actually meant all that I said.
At this very moment, I want to say that I love you, I love you more than the 3 words I.love.you.
I love you is just not enough.
It is never enough.